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Name: Kort Mae
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Oklahoma City
Birthday: 12/10/1991

Interests: <3GOD. <3boys. school. <3friends. <3starbucks. <3singing. <3magazines. <3the mall. <3bands. <3eyeliner. more but too much to add ... just ask.
Expertise: singing & being myself.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art

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Member Since: 10/28/2005

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

new xanga

http://www.xanga.com/itskortnee_duh

so go leave comments

<33kort

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Friday, December 30, 2005

Hey i'm on a library comp. and it's getting ready to shut down i will get back to ur comments later but until then leave more!!!

i love you all sooo much and texas is wonderful

kbye

love

kort

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Currently Listening
The Silence in Black and White
By Hawthorne Heights
Niki FM
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OK GUYS I'M GOING 2 GET MY HAIR DONE AND THEN I'M GOING 2 TEXAS IN THE MORNING @ 6:15 !!! I WILL PROB. BE ON AIM BUT NOT VERY LATE TONIGHT-BUT I LOVE YOU ALL AND I WILL MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! UM HOPE EVERYONE HAS A HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND WONDERMOUS NEW YEAR'S!!! AND IDK IF I WILL HAVE COMP. ACCESS WHILE I'M THERE SO CALL ME TONIGHT!!! KLOVEYOU.

BYE

KORTNEE

eDiTttT 2

we're leaving wednesday morning ... and i am prolly not going 2 school 2moro....so LOVE YALL ! um idk when we're coming back so yeah .... leave me comments ... merry christmas i guess ?

^^^ sup ?

^^^daaannnggg hottay huh ? lol j/k

^^^ gangsta ?

http://www.xanga.com/kortspics

^^^ go 2 that

EdiTttt

I'm single. ugh asdfjkl;lkdjfadaf but w/e oh and also i used all my pic space 4 tha month ahhhhh but ok ... i'm not really likin anyone anymore but i deff. want someone 2 like so yeah idk ?

wearing: dreamhouse pink tank top and multicolored dreamhouse lounge pants.

thinking: i need someone to like ... or someone needs 2 like me ...

listening: 2 Niki FM by Hawthorne Heights

wanting: to go to sleep

wishing: things were better

needing: a resolution

bad pics but o well ....

^^^this was my very sad attempt at being "emo" right b4 i went 2 bed ... lol ... daaannggg (lol mariah we're deff. gonna have 2 talk bout this pic)

^^^i have a smaller butt than mariah ... daaannngg lol

^^^ again trying 2 be "emo"

k well it's late and i'm really tired so i'm gonna go. i love you guys A LOT !!! u guys should deff. comment.

kbye.

kortnee

<<< my baby ... i love him SOOO much ... he's my life. ( and mariah)

<<< keon

<<< um child molester ? deff.

OMFG WAT IS SHE DOING ? WTF ?

<< dont u wish u could be him ?

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Friday, December 16, 2005

~ PICTURES ~

itty bitty titi committee

damn ....

she looks lost ...

bad pic ? DEFF. lol JP

mariah's butt's pretty hot ? i was tryna hit that all day...(JK)

i felt a little "emo" this morning.

*muah*

wtf was i doing ?

ugh ...

eating pizza 4 breakfast

i look kinda high ?

i took this when i woke up this morning. lol

AHH I WAS TALKING 2 MY BESTFRIEND(DANNI) enough said ? yep.

DANG I LOOK LIKE A ROCKER ... huh ? don't lie (posted twice)

ugh w/e

um uh no !!!

i look pregnant ? even tho u cant c my stomach ...

i just dk ?

I WANT U !!! j/k

r u effing kidding me ?

worried ?

ooohhh yesss !!! look @ my hair lol ...

oops ....

yep deff.

1a.

oh NO SHE DIN'T !!!

cougar pride baby ...

i look kind of hot ? J/K

1b.

look at me n my emo self

*kisses*

"...cuz i stay so hard u can suck me fo a long time OHMYGOSH!!!"

I WAS BEING "EMO" again

PIMPIN ?

um thinking .....

ugh gayy ....

i was being "emo" (lol mariah)

wtf ?

more later .... ?

kpeace.

Let's go down now
into the darkness
of your thoughts
hurry up now
we're waiting for
us to fall
I fall to pieces now (I fall to pieces now)
a broken mirror (I fall to pieces)
in your life

The silence in black and white
falling forward as she walks toward the light

I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio

I sleep with one eye open so I can
see you breathing (I sleep with one eye open)
I follow your chest home
Until I, (so I can see you breathing)
I can see you, I can hear you breathe in exhale

The silence in black and white

I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio
I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio

KNOW KNOW

I'm outside of your window
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)
I'm outside of your window
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)
I'm outside of your window (one eye open)
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)

I'm outside of your window with my radio
you are the only station
you play the song I know
you are the song I know

monday

pretty effing boring. ummm really sick. yeah i dont really remember but w/e yeah.

tuesday

um lots of hw which i didnt do and stuff like that....sore throat from choir ... which is gay. so yeah ...

today....

um sub in science. history took notes. lunch did my algebra hw. algebra ... um lots of math stuff or w/e. english i have an effing d !!! from an 85 ? i was like wtf ? b/c of the book report even tho she knew my comp was down but ok ? um church tonight with lovely brittany and scott(?) yep well yeah w/e. um likin 4 people...dang

***** and **** and **** and jesse(?)

so i pretty much love the following.

had to edit this >>> MS. DANIELLE BROWN !!!!, amber, hannah, emily, julie, jordan, blankenship, fletcher, nicole t., nicole o., sarah, ashlee m., ashley a., bechtold, mariah, lauren g., lauren f., powell, lauren l., elayna, bekka, alexis, jacques, monica, ibsen, dillon, zach, nick, rob, jake, conor, jacob, chase, michael, steiger(ha), matt, miles, joel, robert, paul, vlad, calley, jeanirose, and myself...duh ? um jk ...

i will update later if anything interesting happens but chances are it wont so yeah.

k well tell me if i forgot you ...

kpeace.

love

kortnee

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

i assume i'm going to be the only one to tell it like it is so here:

before anyone reads this entry---amber, andy, jordan, monica, hannah, and jordan blankenship i LOVE you SO much. you seriously dk how much you all seriously mean to me. so just read this entire entry because i dont want drama between any of you and i dont want anything between me and any of you....just seriously like had to say this because tonight was pretty much the end of just like you people dk and wouldn't understand if i told you so yeah here goes:

andy and jordan are going out ok ? get over it puh-leez .... omfg and people who weren't even there are saying this and that and the other and just stuff that's not true. like seriously why would you just be like fuck this friendship over a boy ? like that's just stupid and why is noone mad at andy ? and why is amber in it ? and why is noone mad at chad or jake ? when those two were the ones who set andy and jordan up ? k yeah. so amber's deff. not a backstabber and jordan's not any of those things that whoever that was on jordan's xanga said. like are you effing kidding me with that ? who does that ? like hannah said .... get a life. i love all of my friends so seriously let it go and just know that:

and that uhm

and it's always going to happen no matter what.

and my head hurts. my party was amazingly suck. my grandmother .... just ugh there aren't even like even words and then the drama of just like everyone and i seriously can't take any of this. and it's really crazy because like i just idk. like i freaked out on nick and like told him 2 leave but then i went and talked 2 him and it was good.

so then after everyone got kicked out i pretty much cried until there were no more tears left. and it was just completely .... just w/e idk. but i love you all SO effing much and if i come off as a bitch i am seriously no joke sorry because i am not meaning to be like that i just think that if anymore of anything non-positive goes into my head i will seriously kill myself. so i guess i might as well inform you on my problems as best i can without saying too much.

basically like in a nut shell my grandma is really sick. and she could die. and she can't work or drive and we have like no money at all. and idk just like SO much has happened in this passed year just like with all the drama and people being fake. and just so all of you know i'm not the smartest, prettiest, but i will deff. be the realest with all of you. so everyone who's being fake to somebody. um get the eff over it.

so happy effing birthday to me i guess ? yeah some birthday and nowhere near happy. thanks dillon and andy and nick and jordan and hannah and amber and everyone who came you guys seriously i love that you were here and i am SO extremely sorry about tonight i dont even have words to explain how i feel it just hurts seriously like SO bad and hannah i deff. need to talk to you about it because i just feel like i need to talk to you. so for all of mah ladies just know that:

(in that "ur pretty much a best friend" kind of way)